Thursday, December 18, 2008

These cuts show me that I'm alive, the scares remind me that nothing lasts forever.

Hey, so yea I know haven’t posted anything in a while, I have been oober busy and have had nothing really to talk about. But now I kinda do. I am having a really hard time staying motivated when I realize that once I pick myself back up there’s just another thing to knock me down again, kinda makes me wanna just stay down. There is just always that little knot in my stomach everywhere I go reminding me of that.

But I DID run the jingle jog in the coldest weather I have ever run in. And I DID make a ginger bread manger. Also I DID make all As this semester, with my lowest grade being a 90 in Art. And I DID make an awesome painting in art that I will post some pictures soon. I DID find an awesome new band all by may self! It is called 3OH!3. I DID kick Ass in senior literature honors, getting a 96, probably the hardest class I’ve ever had. And I DID get a hair cut that I finally really like.

So just warning you the next time you say “Hey Nick what’s up?” you may be there for a while.

3 comments:

marissa said...

Aww Nicky! Congrats on Lit and all your classes! That is really awesome.

And I'm sorry if you've been feeling down lately, I get in those ruts sometimes too. But now it is Christmas break and you can relax, wooo! Love ya kiddo :)

Oh, and awesome background picture!

Pam said...

Nicky - I find my life in going in a series of ups and downs....it's a great feeling when all the stars are alined.....but it sucks when you on the downside trying to get back up. I use to think life would be perfect when there was no ups and downs - smooth ride all the way. Found out that life IS the ups and downs. Just have to ride it out and know that you are loved - up or down :) Hugs, Aunt Pam

Susan Marie said...

Nicky B ~ You are a shining star - you shine both on the inside and out . . . let your light shine in 2009 ! ! Dad and I are so proud of your perseverance and determination. Life is ebb and flow, highs and lows, keep doing what your doing and this too shall pass, keep digging--- there is a pony underneath that pile of manure . . . I promise. I love you with all my heart, Mom xoxoxoxo