These cuts show me that I'm alive, the scares remind me that nothing lasts forever.

Hey, so yea I know haven’t posted anything in a while, I have been oober busy and have had nothing really to talk about. But now I kinda do. I am having a really hard time staying motivated when I realize that once I pick myself back up there’s just another thing to knock me down again, kinda makes me wanna just stay down. There is just always that little knot in my stomach everywhere I go reminding me of that.

But I DID run the jingle jog in the coldest weather I have ever run in. And I DID make a ginger bread manger. Also I DID make all As this semester, with my lowest grade being a 90 in Art. And I DID make an awesome painting in art that I will post some pictures soon. I DID find an awesome new band all by may self! It is called 3OH!3. I DID kick Ass in senior literature honors, getting a 96, probably the hardest class I’ve ever had. And I DID get a hair cut that I finally really like.

So just warning you the next time you say “Hey Nick what’s up?” you may be there for a while.